Dec 23, 2009

farewell he says as they say goodbye with their eyes to him. he is satisfied with another human interaction. he thinks that they think well of him. he ponders what kind of person they think he is. he brings this newly formed identity into life inside his mind and places it into bizarre situations. could he ever be like this person? he distrusts his own romanticism and concludes no. he begins immediately to think of his flaws and he feels safe in his convictions because most of his thoughts lead him there. he loathes safety and comfort because it always leads him to think of his inadequacies. he knows this is not the road to the home he desires. he opens his breast to the outer winds and is carried away by it. he trusts that he will sleep wherever he falls. he says his dreams are more powerful that way. he wishes for life to begin now.